my life is in a mess....really...
everything i dont seem to be good...
i wish and wish....
you could be by my side and telling me...
girl, you will be fine cos you got me...
no matter how i hard i try...
everything i do just related to you...
i miss those days, bcos of those lil bear...
you can spent so much so much...
talk for hrs on phone till th next morning...
fetch me to sch...everywhere we been to...
so much...i keep thinking back...
i really do...wad did i do to deserve so much...
i work so hard...do everything for you...think for you...
but everytime you re th one to decide my life...
you choose to let it go whenever you wan it to be...
you can fool around when im faithfully waiting for you...
why issit me? why you choose me in th 1st place...
i noe we got no status...no ending ler...
you told me you will pei me when you free...
but now...no contect...you chooose...
need me call me, ask me for help.... i help....
wad you treated me as! if you wan it to end...
tell me! im not a fool to be....
to me, everything was just a lie! a stupid lie!
how well have i been? you will nvr care anymore...
i knew th ans...i knew it...
everything will end...i will let it end...
its alrdy enough of it...damn tire...
i wont be th girl to be there no matter wad ler...
on my bday...think you also forget wad you have say...
im so anxious on dat you plan for me...
but it seem to be a dream...a dream when i wake up...
it will just vanish ler...end ler...
10more days to my bday...
on my bday...i will go to th place we use to go...
with myself...from dat day...
everything will be wash off...memories we use to have...
kept it...locked it...nvr appear anymore!!!! i promise!!!!
xoxo,
1:22 AM.