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Saturday, August 30
adorable cayden! :D
ohyea! :DDD
im done with my rebonding,
although it look nerd now.
but long ler jiu alrite ler.
wahahahah!
today simple, meet T.l & G.f
have dinner and to meimei hse.
her new born baby, CAYDEN.
so adorable can! i sing power-ranger song.
he smile back to me, so cute luh!
cabbed to point, chitchat.
back home at 1plus.
short post will do! TATA(:

labels: sometimes is worth having baby, they re really adorable!
mood: well, of cos gd!

xoxo,
3:44 AM.


Friday, August 29
korumi(:

yoyoh! :x
lol! dots....... today class 8am,
late for sure der. too early ler!
hahahahah ~
class end damn early!
cos no BIG EYES der class wor.
so to clara hse, prata & noodle for us. nice! (:
bus-ed 161 bck with A.t, R.t bus-ed hers der.
reach my hse there pei alicia chg.
watch her go off, and im back home.
bath and maple!!!! wahahah ~ lvl 173 ler.
woohooo! yahahahah!
27 more lvl to re-birth!
and ya, my dearest meimei giv birth ler.
her baby CAYDEN! haha.
go see her tmolo ya :D
and now im bored like hell!
vic lo, close th sever so early. sad!
gng slp ler ba. havto wake up early for rebonding.
nite urh~




replies:

♥Vonne, ciacia: i tell you idiot! better don bring durian! if i cry i dontalk to you liao, im not joking! i really hate durain to th max!

♥Vonne, Ros: dont lah! ltr yur teeth more jialat, i donwan hai ni. you and alicia don so bad lo! keep say wan givme durain! both ASSHOLE urh~



labels: youre not there anymore!
mood: gd! :D

xoxo,
12:20 AM.


Wednesday, August 27
woooh! ^^
whole day is cold like !$@!#$!@%^&* lo.
hahah :D
lesson end 6pm.
today is late luh~
squeeze th bus, i hate it!
pei R.t go mall have her dinner,
bus-ed back, 161 w/R.t & her cousin.
back home, bath.
and mum cook today! lol.
at home agn, gd girl? yeaa(:


let it end,
continus to treat me cold!
gd! i don mind.
i will still go on w/my life.
i wont shed a tears for you,
i wont hide my smile.
i will be real fine w/o u! :DDDD



labels: i wll let everything end.
mood: fine(:

xoxo,
10:55 PM.


Tuesday, August 26
TH BIG HIPPO! :D


heilo! ^^
well, yth i didnt go to sch agn.
such a bad girl rite? i noe luh.
meet up M.t, wento mall to open bank.
shit man! no i/c cant open. LOL!
i haven get my i/c yet.
nvm, wento bugis chg my shirt.
cant~! i can wear but lagger size better.
but donhav luh~ sad!
down to queensway, scan photo.
nvr scan also! dots.......cos i feel too ex.
ask fren help scan better, all things we done.
UNSUCESSFUL luh~ only 1.
chg th BIG HIPPO for me.
thkq D.d! spent alot on it.
almost 200bucks lo! iyo. too much luh!
but im touch luh ^^
back home on bike with th BIG HIPPO!
hahah. so heavy can!
reach home, stay at home all th way.
finally! im done packing my room ler.
claps * claps * claps!
wanted play maple, sever dwn!
then jiu go slp early ler :p


no late no late for class! :D
up to class, 1st thing. tcher say com lost!
dots! someone chg th com in th lab! PRO~
lesson end early, due to D. lost her hp!
dots. donno how she lost also.
gd girl lei! buy food for familly.
buy finish faster rush home.
cos gng rain heavily! runrun.
back home, bath and eat!


make me super piss off bcos of this!
go all th way down
to transfer you, in th end not working.
today suppose to meet up.
in th end nvr, i let it be.
cos u got th rite to go out.
i tort u say will meet today?
suan ler, i knew it.
nvm! i nearly fall down due to raining.
hias! back and i cool myself down.


do my things, watch tv!
play maple, yay!
keep playing maple now adays.
v. der private sever!
lag la. hahahah :DDD
stop here then. TATA!


labels: leave me alone pls.
mood: okok.

xoxo,
11:05 PM.


Saturday, August 23
SCARY SIA! :x

heyoh!
yth was th day, 1st time!
my interview, proberly will get th job ba.
scary part past, wento have so called bf.
ps food court,
carry on to cathay for movie.
4BIA! rating 2/5 only luh~
is like scary but no meaning sia th show.
bomberman treat luh~
down to bedok aft movie.
look for aunty awhile and back home,
cos is like raining like cats&dogs !@#$"!@#$^&*
whole body wet like chix.

today was at home.
was like staying at home play maple.
lag until like donno wad!
make me soooooooo piss off man!
lousy lappy luh~
so hungry noe urh!
just now serene msn told me,
we re in for th job! yea :DDD
anw, thks for yur intro of this job, ros too!
i shall stop ler(: TATA!


notice: friends, anyone interested working starhub? full-time/part-time. interview needed, for part-time perhr should be 9bucks. wanna work contect me ya:D


labels: you can forget, and treat it as nth happen. i couldnt!
mood: piss off!

xoxo,
6:45 PM.


Friday, August 22
let everything stop here, leave it as a beauitful memories.
u noe wad? th feeling of breakup is pain,
but when disappointment u give is even more pain.
i do so much, as long as u re fine i'll be fine.
i donwan any repay. but....th pain i have.
i couldnt take it! nobody noe,
how i went through this few days.
im calling for th pain when im sick,
i didnt mention to any1. no one!
everything i kept it to myself,
sleepless, not enough of sleep.
no one noe, i show em im fine!
until today, im really damn sick!
i couldnt go on anymore, couldnt.
crying every nite just to get to slp,
noe th feeling? th movie i waiting to catch with you.
th words i told u when u tell me u got things to trouble.
th things i say to u, show to u.
u have nvr put it inside yur heart. nvr!
u noe how hard i try to givup? i did.
i let th worries, torture i have leave it with me.
nvr tell u, just bcos i didnt wanto stress u.
i kept th stress with me. let u have gd rest.
cos noe dat yur working hrs re long.
when facing me u wouldnt say much to me,
a few words, few sentences. dat will be all!
if im able to choose agn, i wouldnt let myself
step into this r/s knowing dat deep inside yur heart
there's only her! i would nvr say yes and hurt myself!
go on yur life and be by her side to protect her,
i can nvr forget wad u once told me before.
u can do everything for her but not for me.
i will rmb dat! thks for telling me urh~
let th tears down once n for all.
when u re slping soundly. when im here
crying like a stupid fool!
i wouldnt hold it anymore, letting go.
get out of yut life, n go on!


lables: love is just fake, is a matter of hurting~!
mood: super heartbreak! ))))))))))))))))))))':

xoxo,
4:00 AM.


Thursday, August 21
i♥mummy! :D
i love my mummy so much!
she is sooooooo gd can?
love her deep deep!
i was shock for wad she say,
she go chinese those jia toh.
she go beat for majong for me,
dat cost 188bucks lo.
she say i everytime lent from ppl.
dats why beat 1 back for me.
kao! so ex lo. anw, thks so much mummy!
cook for me today, bringing me to taiwan.
oh! so happy. muacks! [although she cant see it].
i feel so bless, cos i have my family to love.
my hse is always my shade,
help me to avoid rain,
a hse to slp to regain my energy.
a hse which given me so much warm.
let me feel im always being love by them.
facing prob, help me w/o any hesitation.
when im wrong, they choose to help me, trust me.

its past 12am ler.
HAPPY BDAY AUNTY!
[although she cant see].
my fav aunty!
tmolo bring her go eat agn.
she always th best too!
other than my family, i love my aunty th most too!!!(:

lables: familly&aunty is always LOVED! :DDD
mood: happy!

xoxo,
12:11 AM.


Wednesday, August 20
hey! (:
yth meetup was great :D
so much laughter ya!
meetup more more urh~
upload photo agn,
got so much so much photo im lazy to upload lo.
haha!

well, im super disappointed.
i fall sick, i wanted to ask him acc me.
cos i was really feeling not very well for days.
he noe ma? i bare th pain to sch.
u feel th pain? i didnt say only.
yet today i told him i wanna go see doc,
nvr go sch. he told me up to u lo,
you didnt even ask am i ok?
i noe u got yur things to fan.
but......can u even show a lil care to me?
suan ler, hais.
i sick no human, when others sick is human.
in yur eyes, forever.
wadever i do always wrong.
i care for u but wad u show me?
i can only say, i will still be there for
u no matter wad happen to u.
maybe, im th one u will be last one to turn to.
but its alrite, i will still be there.
cheerup ba!


labels: my regret!
mood: sad! )':

xoxo,
3:28 PM.


Monday, August 18
12 LOTUS(:

hohohoh! :DD
maybe, somehow, somewear.
i should stay more happier to brighter
up my beautiful life.
i hope my thinking is not just a moment,
forget you! i haveto.
erm, was late for class today urh~
but manage to catch up luh!
end lesson damn damn early can?
12plus lo, movie w/Marcus.
12 LOTUS. rating 4/5 ba.
its touching but to me not very nice ba.
saw alicia & ros. so qiao neh!
then back home.
rest chg clothes and went to mall chg hp case.
lucky gfren came to mall and acc,
if not i sure fed up like hell!
thks urh girl, if not yur acc i really donno wadto do.
she is my dearest! always be there(:
noe who i saw? saw ROY urh~
he help me to chg my hp case.
idiot gfren keep suan me say my .. .....!
lol! so ps luh~
back home at 10plus.
hmm hmm... so tire!
pen down, stop here then!
great great :x
meet tling & pshihui for dinner.
yea! so long didnt meet luh~ missed!


things i nid to do ; so much!
♥ re-arrange my room
♥ open new bank acc
♥ watch finish my show
♥ saving for taiwan in nov
♥ planning for sentosa
♥ reborn my hair
♥ go running more often
♥ look for new bag
♥ plan my daily schedule
♥ planning for gfren coming bday :D



omg! so much can?
w/all this planning good!
wont think much luh~
jiayou urh von von.


labels: im truely disappointed, really! my heart alry fade away.
mood: haapy! :DDD

xoxo,
11:11 PM.


Sunday, August 17
i donwanto be left alone )':
hi ):
my mood today is not good.
well, fri, sat and today off!
cos fri help mummy burn ghost festival,
sat early celebration for aunty,
today rest at hme cos tmolo sch luh~

went out awhile today,
meet gfren. amk hub shop around,
and 9plus back home.
didnt wanto type much cos im super moody!



hais, inside of me is crying nonstop.
when im sad, not happy.
will u also be so anxious abt me?
u told me u re not anxious abt ...
deep inside u re, is just dat u nvr show.
u might think, im thinking too much.
but th ans u should noe more well than me.
sacrifice is enough, im giving out.
in th mean while, my heart hurts more deeper.
i once told myself i cant hurt myself,
but now im doing it.
why! can it be more fair?
its really painnnnnn.........
who would feel it? who can understand it.
i cant hold myself up, i cant hold my smile.
its fading away.....once it fade away!
it can nvr find back, nvr!

labels: do i really mean how much in yur heart like wad u told me?
mood: super emo )))))':

xoxo,
11:05 PM.


Tuesday, August 12
i will always smile(:
heyoh!
hmm, yesterday yesterday ah?
erh, didnt slp till too late sia.
wake up at 12plus, meetup ww go do i/c.
is like so long lo, damn!
we waited for like over 2hrs plus.
diaoooo! long long lo.
nvm, cos finally i eat dao my...
MINT ICECREAM ler!!!!! yea :D
thks to ww ler lo. hees ^^
after dat back to westmall, shop.
longtime didnt go there ler.
buy fruit jelly for mum to eat urh~
back to ww hse take hamster,
slack awhile jiu go home ler.
put hao things jiu go meet baby,
take his hamster from me lo.
awhile jiu go home.
watch bball match, OMG!
china like so sad, they lost!
jiayou ba!(:


today urh~
class at 9am, late for awhile luh.
stomach crump lo, bcos of th laughing.
erh....pretty long story.
when u noe u will find it funny nah.
LOL! im try to be lame w/alicia.
end class at 4plus, went to eat lunch cme dinner.
then to serangoon buy my ahpui food.
there's is one of ros fren, i name him as;
MrNiceGuy! noe why?
cos he help me take hamster food throughout luh.
thks urh~ he say he noe how to cook curry chix.
will cook for me, i think fake urh~
anw, nvm! im saying for fun la.
back home sweet home(:
not eating dinner luh,
like not hungry at all lei, gd gd!
stop here luh ~


lables: im always smile even if u're not around w/me(:

xoxo,
9:46 PM.


Sunday, August 10
i feel like...i will chg!
chg into a person which no one would discover
th sadness inside me,
fake smile? or true smile?
don judge th book by its cover,
its cover may look fine,
but inside is alrdy tore into pieces!
maybe. somehow. i prefer to be a loner!
i post this w/o any meaning.
just th sadness inside me,
th pain! i really wan to shout it out loud.
vonne! can you be strong enough ma?!?!
urhhhhhh ~ stop th pain pls.
i wanto be free, w/all my laughter.

labels: in your eyes, there no me but her.

xoxo,
10:11 PM.


love em:D

hmm....
i donno wad else i should type luh~
celebration on bai bday was super fun!
took so many photo can?
family photo also have! dots. haha:D
shall upload all at 1time.
still editing ya(:

fri, have sch wor,
i go sch like 1/2 an hr only sia.
ite mates wento city hall eat while
i go home get chg, cos tort can manage go work.
in th end, nvr go work.
cos we watch MONEY NOT EANOUGH 2.
rating 3-4 only ba.
by th time finish watching 7plus.
so nvr go work ler,
went mall with ros.
we have our dinner there.
aft dat jiu back home ler.

sat, omg! i spent my wounderful national day working,
cos doublex2 pay ma. hees ^^
was tire la, aft dat tort of go meet mp girls.
but too tire ler, there also alot of ppl.
so nvr go lo. miss my firework this yr!
sad sad ):
next yr ba, maybe! haha.
play majong through out whole nite.
lost like 7bucks. but nvm urh ~

sunday, spent my days at home, resting!
and mummy mummy, cook my fav soup!
and cook chix rice today.
yummy....i love it so much can(:

tmolo no sch leh~
shiok! haha:D
but too bad, haveto go do i/c.
also cant slp till too late luh~
stop here ler, tata!



labels: my heart feel so numb! ):

xoxo,
10:00 PM.


Thursday, August 7
love ahbai(:
hey!
noe wad? past 12am....
tick tok tick tok....its my,

DEAREST AHBAI 18th BDAY!
love you deep deep! muacks(:



oh, didnt go for my stupid SW today.
so class will be 12pm agn,
slp till late oh!
today only me and ros wento sch.
th rest didnt come due to some reason,
my dear cute lil alicia is SICK!
omg! heartpain, LOL. takecare alrite(:
me and ros at sch romantic sia. diao -.-"
end class at 5plus, ros pei me go buy consection.
and back home.
always love my mum deep deep!
cook for me so nice der food :D
nth to do, watch tv. talk to sis, see korean show.
funny! laugh till crazy.
came to blog also, gd news!
tmolo will end class early.
woohoo ~ go have fun lo. hees ^^
fri nid go sch at 8plus! dots.
damn early lo, catching movie aft dat.
w/classmate! stop here then, update agn(:

tvonne , bai: rmb there's always me to be yur helping hand urh ~ givme a call, 24hrs open just for you. muacks ah! bananan girl, takecare. and all th best!

xoxo,
12:27 AM.


Tuesday, August 5
hey! yoh ~
LOL.
i mistaken my class was 9am today,
lucky thing, i ask jj before i go sch.
sch start 12pm, shiok!
slp till like donno wad,
class till 4plus end as per normal.
baby come sch meet me,
due to helping me do something urh ~
lol! wento hg mall have my so call lunch.
back home. tire!
bath and mummy cook today.
be gd girl stay at home, anw!
im also tire don wish to go out.
come blogging, i really lazy to drag mp girls
photo into my lappy sia.
make it oneday luh ~ shall stop here ler.
ros, don drag me to sw lah.
sw sux sia! hahah ~ pray hard no sw!
BYEBYE!



tvonne, you: passby yur blog, and i read wad u wrote! im sry. i could only say this words to you, truely sry! i donwan to hurt you, dats why i make this decission der. hope u really understand how i feel, not i donwan to lend u my shoulder. is bcos, at dat moment i donthink is rite for us to meet. it will make you more sad. im not worth to let u do so much for me, you can find a better person than me. although we had a small quarrel, but now its time for us to go think wad we really wan. but i can say, you re always my dearest fren. cos you re a fren dat nvr fail to be there for me whenever i nid a shoulder, and by doing so much for me i really feel thankful! takecare alrite(:

xoxo,
8:51 PM.


oh yea!
i just chg new link,
sick of my link so just wanna chg new der.
hey peeps, see this pls relink me alrite(:
new skins too,
oh its late now! 3.14AM, morning class tmolo.
oh my, hope don late tmolo.
nite peeps! update agn tmolo.


tvonne: i happy of wad my life is now, you choose to leave me this fren. i wouldnt say anything anymore, i donwan any stress! just be freedom as i wish to be. laughingPills is wad i love, dotsdots! don mistake dat i take drug, its just a words to make myself smile(:

xoxo,
3:15 AM.