Baby If You Wanna♥Me, Gotta Show Me What The Things You Do.

days pass so fast urh....

its another weekend mean my rest day...

but next month straight 7days work...

alot of ppl say i got no life...

ya i agree...just donwan to spent weekend at home...

go out...go out...i don need any rest...

nth to spent on...just wanto work...

im moving on...nvr look back...

in my 19years of life...

its gone...i've nvr so upset before...

i spent it myself at home...

no matter how...i nvr left you alone...

but you left me...how heartless it could be...

所有过去全都变成伤害...

我像个傻子一样的被你出卖...

一字一句都要我承担...

nah la~ nth to talk abt u anymore...

how silly am i to think of making album for you...

was running like hell to look for it...

but why should i? u've nvr appricate...

and yet im still doing so much...why?

i donno why towards i just cant hate...

but just don bare to...

dat is th feeling of how you love someone?

have you felt before?

i cry on this days...just bcos...

you make me really heartbrk...

you noe th feeling of it? you felt it?

nth is fair in this...really nth...

who can be more fair to me? why?

hais.....i just want to vent out...

i hope this will be th last post blogging abt you....

shijie, jasper, kendrick n xiong came to my hse...

celebrate my so belated bday...

play majong with em...FUNNY luh xspecially kendrick...

1st time learner but he pick up very fast! haha :D

have supper with em..and th cabbed me home...

thks guys ah! well! i wan meet up em more.

seriously i mis em so much.... most of em go army!

we will have a big gathering aft 2yrs?

you all say d ah! takecare guys.

OT make me so tire lo...rushing so much work...

back home slp, next day work...

NO LIFE AT ALL! lol.

hmmm....not gonna continue ler...

update agn ya! its almost 5am luh...

slping ler...gng out in th afternoon...

meeting ah beng luh! crazy guy! BYE(:

xoxo,
4:25 AM.

this was only a few photo for bday celebration....

haha:D so far was great!

thks ppl who wish me, celebrate with me and present...

but on my actual bday...

i stay at home th whole day...

well...i noe bday is not a big deal...

i get a best present ever in my 19years of life...

strike 12am...i din smile! i cry...

but...all was past...i wouldnt think back ler...

you both choose this way...i accept it!

takecare la both...thks so much for everthing!

shall stop here...next month...

straight 7days will be working ler...

wont be blogging much...BYE!

xoxo,
1:10 AM.

well.... i just to got to noe...
wadever i looking was just.... my dream... im awake!
well...sometimes...
at some moment..ppl can be so reality!
can just chg whenever they wish to...
wadever they want..wahaha! this yr is a lousy yr...
nth make me happy..im just using work to buried myself...
not to think much..if i only i can be moreblack hearted...
i wont always let ppl to make use...
nah~ i promise i will smile infront of you...
infront of em...i will! well, takecare luh!
i donno issit you re really busy ma...
but just takecare...i leave this days to you...
wadever issit...how it will be...
this days you don cherish...then suan ler..
dats all i've to say to you...
to em...nvr ever this disappointed luh!
nahhhhhhhh....forget it!
wadever issit! nth matters anymore!

xoxo,
12:15 AM.

im not looking forward for this yr bday anymore.........

for all of yur info.

i don nid any celebration this yr.

i just wanna be alone.

i don nid cake or present.

dat dosent matter to me.

nths matter to me now, NTH!

maybe something i prefer hiding

at one corner alone.

sleepless everynight is wad i have.

njoying is wad you have.

nth gonna chg my mind, NTH!

xoxo,
2:49 AM.

cool! right now is 5:57am ler.

i still awake!....LOL!

just reach home luh...

is like been slacking out late at nite this days...

well...is pretty good la!

erh...7more hrs i will be gng out ler!

sure tire d lo!

its been like yearssssssss....

i didnt go zoo ler lo!

gng with my dearest ones ltr on ohh !

i miss meeting em!

so anxious abt it la....haha:D

OMG urh! 8more days to go....

gogogo VONNE!

th feeling is fading away...i realise...

i use to it ler...it dosent matter to me...

cos you prove me i just a nobody...

a nobody to stand at...not even a corner of it.

thks lei huh! 我的爱早已经不痛了...

xoxo,
5:51 AM.

my life is in a mess....really...

everything i dont seem to be good...

i wish and wish....

you could be by my side and telling me...

girl, you will be fine cos you got me...

no matter how i hard i try...

everything i do just related to you...

i miss those days, bcos of those lil bear...

you can spent so much so much...

talk for hrs on phone till th next morning...

fetch me to sch...everywhere we been to...

so much...i keep thinking back...

i really do...wad did i do to deserve so much...

i work so hard...do everything for you...think for you...

but everytime you re th one to decide my life...

you choose to let it go whenever you wan it to be...

you can fool around when im faithfully waiting for you...

why issit me? why you choose me in th 1st place...

i noe we got no status...no ending ler...

you told me you will pei me when you free...

but now...no contect...you chooose...

need me call me, ask me for help.... i help....

wad you treated me as! if you wan it to end...

tell me! im not a fool to be....

to me, everything was just a lie! a stupid lie!

how well have i been? you will nvr care anymore...

i knew th ans...i knew it...

everything will end...i will let it end...

its alrdy enough of it...damn tire...

i wont be th girl to be there no matter wad ler...

on my bday...think you also forget wad you have say...

im so anxious on dat you plan for me...

but it seem to be a dream...a dream when i wake up...

it will just vanish ler...end ler...

10more days to my bday...

on my bday...i will go to th place we use to go...

with myself...from dat day...

everything will be wash off...memories we use to have...

kept it...locked it...nvr appear anymore!!!! i promise!!!!

xoxo,
1:22 AM.

cool!

whole i didnt eat anything at all...

but just drink water...

morning trying to eat bread...

haven eat till half, go toilet vomit ler...

not hungry at all th whole day...

reach home, told mum abt it...

she worried till cook mee sua for me...

buy i eat 2mouth jiu donwan ler!

totally no appetite at all!

think gonna fall sick soon...

this feeling is bad luh...not gd at all!

hope will be fine soon(:

gonna stop here ler...BUAIBUAI!

xoxo,
11:57 PM.

感觉已经累了...对你的爱快要消失了...

whenever you wish let go...u will just let it off...

think of me before? issit fair?

dat dosent matter anymore...really...

cos i letting go slowly ler...life is short...

u donno when you would leave this world...

im gonna make my life..happy...i will smile!

and i will go on and cherish this life...

i believe you wont be just th one...^^

woahhhh~

reach home at 6amplus shiok!

omgggg!

FAST AND FURIOUS 4 rated as.....

5/5STARSSSSS!!!!

to others i donno...but me, is damn nice!

i love to watch la! CHIO!!!!! cool~

girlf bro sent us back hougang...

play cards at vien hse with 2guys...

and hor! wake up early in th morning at 9plus...

go paipai at TOP HILL & BANDAI...

go pai AHgong at top hill. sway!!!!

reach there haven 5mins, rain till so big!

whole body wet lo! dirty...luh!!!

so chg to BANDAI pai AHma first...

smoky till cant tahan lo! dotsssss......

everything done, cousing sent us back home...

tire till i fall aslp lo! bath and chg quickly when i reach home...

hahahah! shall stop here ler(: BYE!

xoxo,
6:16 PM.

i really donno how strong can i be...

life goes on each day...

day past and past just laidat...w/o any news...

i donno how should i say or wad should i say...

its april fool today, everyone is making ppl like a fool...

but im just like a fool before april fool...

my eyes is really red&pain this few days...

donno why...wake up jiu red...

feeling restless...sleepy...no mood...eyes pain...

but i tell myself...i can go through it by myself...

18more days to my bday...

i will be gng out myself on dat day...

go to places dat i most wanted to go...

i will be happy on this days...

i will let go, i wont disturb you anymore...

takecare...i will overcome no matter wad(:

xoxo,
1:30 AM.