REALLY DAMN FCUKING SAD!!!!
i don wish to use this words....
but world is letting me noe.......
IM JUST A FCUKING FOOL TO MAKE USE OF!
SO NICE TO MAKE USE OF! EVERYTIME!
when need help, a machine to use it to do this and dat.
don need it. throw a side, wait to be call and use it!
DAMN IT LA! all was just a lie, FCUKING LIE!
once...twice...agn and agn....
each i nid acc....donwan this and dat!
if others want it! sure to be there!
it can be place there for days w/o any news! NTH!
who can nderstand how i feel! wad im gng through!
sleepless in th nite,so painful....its really painful!
giving me false hope, looking forward for anything you said!
but...........................................all was just a lie, A LIE!!!!!!
so long......wait and wait and wait!!!!!
everything is just wait!!! when could it be me????!!!!
when it could be fair in this world!!!! NEVER!!!!!
thks alot!!!! you let me know....FROM THIS MOMENT ON!!!!
IM JUST LIKE A FCUKING FOOL IN THIS WORLD!!!!
tell me wad should i do?
when then you re willing to let know wad you re thinking...
so much i've done, issit you think its not enough.
or you think all i do is a must?!?!
wear i stand? not even a corner in yur heart?
this of life, how long you wan me to spent?
tell me!!! how much tears you wan me to shed?
i control myself, don disturb you, smile infront of anyone.
enjoying which i dont! being crazy to hid my sadness!
how long could i really hold on?!?! i donno......
when then you can understand how its feel?!?!
a small request.....always cant be......NEVER ))):
xoxo,
2:26 AM.