REALLY DAMN FCUKING SAD!!!!
i don wish to use this words....
but world is letting me noe.......
IM JUST A FCUKING FOOL TO MAKE USE OF!
SO NICE TO MAKE USE OF! EVERYTIME!
when need help, a machine to use it to do this and dat.
don need it. throw a side, wait to be call and use it!
DAMN IT LA! all was just a lie, FCUKING LIE!
once...twice...agn and agn....
each i nid acc....donwan this and dat!
if others want it! sure to be there!
it can be place there for days w/o any news! NTH!
who can nderstand how i feel! wad im gng through!
sleepless in th nite,so painful....its really painful!
giving me false hope, looking forward for anything you said!
but...........................................all was just a lie, A LIE!!!!!!
so long......wait and wait and wait!!!!!
everything is just wait!!! when could it be me????!!!!
when it could be fair in this world!!!! NEVER!!!!!
thks alot!!!! you let me know....FROM THIS MOMENT ON!!!!
IM JUST LIKE A FCUKING FOOL IN THIS WORLD!!!!
tell me wad should i do?
when then you re willing to let know wad you re thinking...
so much i've done, issit you think its not enough.
or you think all i do is a must?!?!
wear i stand? not even a corner in yur heart?
this of life, how long you wan me to spent?
tell me!!! how much tears you wan me to shed?
i control myself, don disturb you, smile infront of anyone.
enjoying which i dont! being crazy to hid my sadness!
how long could i really hold on?!?! i donno......
when then you can understand how its feel?!?!
a small request.....always cant be......NEVER ))):
xoxo,
2:26 AM.
quit old photo ler, sry for late update urh hubby!(:
imissyou! muacks :DDD
OHYEA! i've got a complain in my tagboard.
ok! i will update now. i just lazy to do so luh!
well, i got not much to blog about.
i just got to say.....my weekend re always bored!
staying at home, i mean not i wan it this way luh.
hais! work was not really great for me.
working there don make me feel happy at all!
kind of anti-social nowadays, like wad my sis say.
i donno why, in my blog i don really share
any happy moments ler. just all sad and unhappy stuff.
whenever or whatever you use to tell me.
have nvr put inside yur heart. nvr!
suan ler! im always being left out by you.
i just tire of it luh! what th point of doing so much?
when i feel is just 1side ....! whatever la!
go for whatever you wan it. no point saying much!
one funny things happen yth is.....
i went NTUC with my sis&sisBf.
i requested to buy kinder joy, HAHAH!:D
im curious inside d toy luh.
got back home and anxious to open it.
and my sis told me, im like kids.
fixing up th toy happily! LOL!
i donno why i have this action too.
th stuff inside is really cute can,
i told my sis i wanto place in my office table.
dots......hahah! :DDD
xoxo,
5:58 PM.
